Dear Diary...
The online diary of The Mistress
The online diary of The Mistress
I will be using this space to give you an update as to what's going on in my life on a once-a-week basis. I would
also like to use it to answer one to two questions a week from my fans. I will not answer personal or sexually
explicit questions, so please use discretion. My e-mail address is mistressbelmont@yahoo.com. I can't promise a
response, in that I am a very busy person, but I will do my best and try.
also like to use it to answer one to two questions a week from my fans. I will not answer personal or sexually
explicit questions, so please use discretion. My e-mail address is mistressbelmont@yahoo.com. I can't promise a
response, in that I am a very busy person, but I will do my best and try.
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February 17, 2008
The Mistress had a birthday on the 14th. I received many birthday sentiments, as well as cake (The
Blue-Haired Freak loves cake!) and gifts. Boogerman for the Super Nintendo was a very pleasant
surprise - I remember renting it when I was in high school when my brothers and I snuck a television
and SNES into the house. (We weren't allowed to have either.) I've looked everywhere for several
years now, and I got it for my b-day!
The Mistress has been a huge fan of Stabbing Westward for years - one of my favorite songs is
"Waking Up Beside You". When they split up I was pretty down, but then Christopher Hall formed The
Dreaming and it was awesome. They released a four-track EP with one of the greatest songs of 2005,
"Let It Burn", on it. This track was included on the full-length album, although it's been reworked and
sounds considerably different. It's taking a bit to get used to, but the album is good nonetheless.
I've been invited to be a part of the Second Anniversary WWW luncheon and show. Keep checking
back for more info.
The Mistress is now offering autographed photos through this website. For more information, please
e-mail me. Stay healthy, pet a cat, and eat a slice of cake! Until next time... Keep it freaky!
The Mistress had a birthday on the 14th. I received many birthday sentiments, as well as cake (The
Blue-Haired Freak loves cake!) and gifts. Boogerman for the Super Nintendo was a very pleasant
surprise - I remember renting it when I was in high school when my brothers and I snuck a television
and SNES into the house. (We weren't allowed to have either.) I've looked everywhere for several
years now, and I got it for my b-day!
The Mistress has been a huge fan of Stabbing Westward for years - one of my favorite songs is
"Waking Up Beside You". When they split up I was pretty down, but then Christopher Hall formed The
Dreaming and it was awesome. They released a four-track EP with one of the greatest songs of 2005,
"Let It Burn", on it. This track was included on the full-length album, although it's been reworked and
sounds considerably different. It's taking a bit to get used to, but the album is good nonetheless.
I've been invited to be a part of the Second Anniversary WWW luncheon and show. Keep checking
back for more info.
The Mistress is now offering autographed photos through this website. For more information, please
e-mail me. Stay healthy, pet a cat, and eat a slice of cake! Until next time... Keep it freaky!
March 16, 2008
The Mistress is excited about her new kitten, Mr. Sigint. I've been without a cat for the past ten years,
and it was time to get a four-footed friend. I went into the Humane Society with thoughts of my other
little feline buddy, Oliver, and picked out the most vivacious, obnoxious kitten I could find. I regret it at
4:45 a.m., but I really love the little guy. He goes ballistic for a laser pointer and can smell up the
place like nobody's business, but he's truly awesome.
The Blue-Haired Freak did something she swore she'd never do - get a myspace. Several freaky
fans have asked, and I've admittedly tried a few times in the past to get one of these stupid things,
but I finally succeeded about a week ago. I don't even know what my address is, but if you do a
search on "Mistress Belmont" you'll find me. Leave me a message - keep me busy while I'm kickin'
ass in the gopher hole.
I'd like to take this opportunity to apologize for not posting my last two shows on the web site. I've
been exceptionally busy and haven't taken the time to update recently, and for that I'm sorry. I had
the opportunity to meet and chat with fans of WWW at the second anniversary show, then went on to
have a good match with Sammi Lane and Barbie. (The Mistress pulled off a win fair and square!)
Later on in the same week I had the opportunity to tangle with Vanity Vixxxen in Rochester, NH. We
had a great match, although The Mistress lost.
The Mistress became part of a big project as of late, and as it comes closer to completion I'll be giving
out more info. Until then, appreciate the warming weather, eat cookies, and check out myspace!
The Mistress is excited about her new kitten, Mr. Sigint. I've been without a cat for the past ten years,
and it was time to get a four-footed friend. I went into the Humane Society with thoughts of my other
little feline buddy, Oliver, and picked out the most vivacious, obnoxious kitten I could find. I regret it at
4:45 a.m., but I really love the little guy. He goes ballistic for a laser pointer and can smell up the
place like nobody's business, but he's truly awesome.
The Blue-Haired Freak did something she swore she'd never do - get a myspace. Several freaky
fans have asked, and I've admittedly tried a few times in the past to get one of these stupid things,
but I finally succeeded about a week ago. I don't even know what my address is, but if you do a
search on "Mistress Belmont" you'll find me. Leave me a message - keep me busy while I'm kickin'
ass in the gopher hole.
I'd like to take this opportunity to apologize for not posting my last two shows on the web site. I've
been exceptionally busy and haven't taken the time to update recently, and for that I'm sorry. I had
the opportunity to meet and chat with fans of WWW at the second anniversary show, then went on to
have a good match with Sammi Lane and Barbie. (The Mistress pulled off a win fair and square!)
Later on in the same week I had the opportunity to tangle with Vanity Vixxxen in Rochester, NH. We
had a great match, although The Mistress lost.
The Mistress became part of a big project as of late, and as it comes closer to completion I'll be giving
out more info. Until then, appreciate the warming weather, eat cookies, and check out myspace!
April 13, 2008
The Blue-Haired Freak is pleased to announce the adoption of her second kitten, Samus. Mr. Sigint
needed to have a playmate, so I went to my local animal shelter and adopted her, after many ups
and downs. I was told she was left on a cold night in a closed tupperware container with a drywall
bucket left on top. Both she and her sister somehow survived, and because of her strength I named
her Samus.
The Mistress is a bit nervous going into the WSU show next Sunday. This will probably be the
biggest show I've worked to date, and I'm pretty excited to be branching out.
I'm also excited that I'll be seeing Skillet for the first time. For those who read my useless blather
here you'll know that Skillet is The Mistress' favorite band. They've never been this close to my area,
so this is big.
Check back for updates on the shows. Show your support and if you can, try to make it to the show -
it's another all-girls show, so it would be a good time for fans of good women's wrestling. Hopefully
The Mistress will see you there!
Keep it freaky...
The Blue-Haired Freak is pleased to announce the adoption of her second kitten, Samus. Mr. Sigint
needed to have a playmate, so I went to my local animal shelter and adopted her, after many ups
and downs. I was told she was left on a cold night in a closed tupperware container with a drywall
bucket left on top. Both she and her sister somehow survived, and because of her strength I named
her Samus.
The Mistress is a bit nervous going into the WSU show next Sunday. This will probably be the
biggest show I've worked to date, and I'm pretty excited to be branching out.
I'm also excited that I'll be seeing Skillet for the first time. For those who read my useless blather
here you'll know that Skillet is The Mistress' favorite band. They've never been this close to my area,
so this is big.
Check back for updates on the shows. Show your support and if you can, try to make it to the show -
it's another all-girls show, so it would be a good time for fans of good women's wrestling. Hopefully
The Mistress will see you there!
Keep it freaky...
May 6, 2008
The Mistress just came through a heck of a month. I had the opportunity to wrestle for WSU, which
apparently is a very highly-regarded all-women's wrestling federation. I wrestled Discord, who gave
me a run for my money, then went on to participate in the battle royal only to be eliminated by Amy
Lee. I got the chance to meet several women I've wanted to meet for a long time, and it ended up
being a good experience.
The Friday before that I got to see Skillet live. The opening band, Decypher Down, was awesome,
the second, Thousand Foot Krutch, was pretty decent as well.
Finally, this past Sunday The Blue-Haired one was back in her home fed, WWW, for another great
card. I wrestled Taeler, who debuted. It was an odd match, with Taeler confusing The Mistress, but
it was a good match. I got the win! Later on I participated in the Belle of the Brawl Battle Royal. I
gave it my all but still came up short. Sammi Lane will pay for eliminating me!
The Mistress finally has an official myspace address - it's www.myspace.com/mistressbelmont. If you
have a myspace put in a friend request and stay informed of my day-to-day existence. I actually
have the time to update that more so than my home here, so check in. It's not private, so even if you
don't have an account you can read my blogs and find out what's going on in the life of Mistress
Belmont.
Until next time, remember that the freaks come out at nine... and it's twenty to ten! Keep it freaky...
The Mistress just came through a heck of a month. I had the opportunity to wrestle for WSU, which
apparently is a very highly-regarded all-women's wrestling federation. I wrestled Discord, who gave
me a run for my money, then went on to participate in the battle royal only to be eliminated by Amy
Lee. I got the chance to meet several women I've wanted to meet for a long time, and it ended up
being a good experience.
The Friday before that I got to see Skillet live. The opening band, Decypher Down, was awesome,
the second, Thousand Foot Krutch, was pretty decent as well.
Finally, this past Sunday The Blue-Haired one was back in her home fed, WWW, for another great
card. I wrestled Taeler, who debuted. It was an odd match, with Taeler confusing The Mistress, but
it was a good match. I got the win! Later on I participated in the Belle of the Brawl Battle Royal. I
gave it my all but still came up short. Sammi Lane will pay for eliminating me!
The Mistress finally has an official myspace address - it's www.myspace.com/mistressbelmont. If you
have a myspace put in a friend request and stay informed of my day-to-day existence. I actually
have the time to update that more so than my home here, so check in. It's not private, so even if you
don't have an account you can read my blogs and find out what's going on in the life of Mistress
Belmont.
Until next time, remember that the freaks come out at nine... and it's twenty to ten! Keep it freaky...
June 15, 2008
The Blue-Haired Freak has been going through many changes in life lately and it's been taking its
toll. I've become the master of napping on my desk in the dungeon of my work. It usually ends up
with my getting a sore neck, but generally I have all I can do to stay awake.
I'm pretty excited about having been able to get a Playstation 3. So far "MGS4: Guns of the
Patriots" is a great game, although the controls have changed considerably. This was cause for
some major frustration, but I'm determined to master the art of the blowing off of the head, so I will
continue.
The last two times Belmont has stepped into the ring it has been against "The Gorgeous Greek"
Elektra Arion. I must give her credit for taking me to the limit, even wrestling The Mistress to a
double count-out!
Enjoy the warmth, sunshine, a maple whoopie pie (if you can find one), and a good old-fashioned
ass-kicking. And keep it freaky.
The Blue-Haired Freak has been going through many changes in life lately and it's been taking its
toll. I've become the master of napping on my desk in the dungeon of my work. It usually ends up
with my getting a sore neck, but generally I have all I can do to stay awake.
I'm pretty excited about having been able to get a Playstation 3. So far "MGS4: Guns of the
Patriots" is a great game, although the controls have changed considerably. This was cause for
some major frustration, but I'm determined to master the art of the blowing off of the head, so I will
continue.
The last two times Belmont has stepped into the ring it has been against "The Gorgeous Greek"
Elektra Arion. I must give her credit for taking me to the limit, even wrestling The Mistress to a
double count-out!
Enjoy the warmth, sunshine, a maple whoopie pie (if you can find one), and a good old-fashioned
ass-kicking. And keep it freaky.
July 3, 2008
The Mistress has just gone through the worst two weeks of her life. I had skipped work to have a
day of fun two Tuesdays ago - I had a wonderful time kicking ass at mini-golf, getting a
cherry-dipped vanilla ice cream at Dairy Queen during a thunder shower... It was a great day until I
got home. I received word that someone that was once very close to me had killed himself.
Suicide is a terrible, horrible thing. If you go into my "friends" section Gary's listed as "The Guy
With The Amazing Eyes", and for the last eight months he was a huge part of my world. Not many
are allowed to get close to The Blue-Haired One, but he got as close as you can get. Unfortunately
he had many, many demons and they eventually got the best of him. He took his own life on June
21, something I will never ever get over.
The last month and a half were very turbulent. I've never dealt with someone that has deep
depression issues, so I didn't know how to handle our relationship. Instead I just withdrew,
something he couldn't accept at the time. He tried and tried to mend our broken relationship, but I
got angry, said some mean things and tried to move on with life. He didn't. We spoke two days
before he did it and I pushed away again. He didn't say he would hurt himself, but now that I look
back I see the signs, clear as day.
I will never forgive myself for Gary's death, even though I know he had many bigger issues than
Mistress Belmont not talking to him. I just feel terrible that he reached out to me and I pushed away
when he needed me the most. It's so unfair - his funeral was packed with people that cared dearly
for someone with so much to offer. An amazing poet is gone, a sweet, kind, gentle man with a heart
of gold has been taken from me never to return. My heart is broken, yet life must go on.
If you think that life isn't worth living, that the things in life are just too much to bear, please talk to
someone. Everyone has at least one person they can talk to. If you're considering suicide please
remember that while you think it ends your pain and misery it begins a pain and misery that is
immeasurable to those that you leave behind. I've conversed with many of Gary's family members
and friends and they are crushed. So many unanswered questions...
I'd love to be able to say something snappy right now, but I really cannot. I'm doing better than I
was and each day gets a tiny bit easier, but the pain is still fresh. I'm sure you understand, and if
you don't that's probably good. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
On the bright side Megaherz just invited me to be their friend on myspace. Megaherz. Asked ME.
Check my "Overplayed..." list and you'll see that "Ja Genau" has been on that list for months.
Hug your loved ones close, really listen to your friends, and keep it freaky.
The Mistress has just gone through the worst two weeks of her life. I had skipped work to have a
day of fun two Tuesdays ago - I had a wonderful time kicking ass at mini-golf, getting a
cherry-dipped vanilla ice cream at Dairy Queen during a thunder shower... It was a great day until I
got home. I received word that someone that was once very close to me had killed himself.
Suicide is a terrible, horrible thing. If you go into my "friends" section Gary's listed as "The Guy
With The Amazing Eyes", and for the last eight months he was a huge part of my world. Not many
are allowed to get close to The Blue-Haired One, but he got as close as you can get. Unfortunately
he had many, many demons and they eventually got the best of him. He took his own life on June
21, something I will never ever get over.
The last month and a half were very turbulent. I've never dealt with someone that has deep
depression issues, so I didn't know how to handle our relationship. Instead I just withdrew,
something he couldn't accept at the time. He tried and tried to mend our broken relationship, but I
got angry, said some mean things and tried to move on with life. He didn't. We spoke two days
before he did it and I pushed away again. He didn't say he would hurt himself, but now that I look
back I see the signs, clear as day.
I will never forgive myself for Gary's death, even though I know he had many bigger issues than
Mistress Belmont not talking to him. I just feel terrible that he reached out to me and I pushed away
when he needed me the most. It's so unfair - his funeral was packed with people that cared dearly
for someone with so much to offer. An amazing poet is gone, a sweet, kind, gentle man with a heart
of gold has been taken from me never to return. My heart is broken, yet life must go on.
If you think that life isn't worth living, that the things in life are just too much to bear, please talk to
someone. Everyone has at least one person they can talk to. If you're considering suicide please
remember that while you think it ends your pain and misery it begins a pain and misery that is
immeasurable to those that you leave behind. I've conversed with many of Gary's family members
and friends and they are crushed. So many unanswered questions...
I'd love to be able to say something snappy right now, but I really cannot. I'm doing better than I
was and each day gets a tiny bit easier, but the pain is still fresh. I'm sure you understand, and if
you don't that's probably good. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
On the bright side Megaherz just invited me to be their friend on myspace. Megaherz. Asked ME.
Check my "Overplayed..." list and you'll see that "Ja Genau" has been on that list for months.
Hug your loved ones close, really listen to your friends, and keep it freaky.